Reoccurring theme.

Here I was 7dp5dt happy as a clam, nothing had shown up yet, life was good. When I went to put in my progesterone, it happened. I’m bleeding. My heart sank. I was one day before my expected period. Of course, it would show up on time. Of course, it would dash my hopes, again, of becoming a mother to my one natural child. I’m angry, I’m sad, and I’m defeated.
I have two embryos on ice at the clinic. Those two are my last hope of carrying a child. Hoping i can do the transfer by the end of December which would mean an August baby. I want to use them but I think I might bite the bullet and transfer both. In doing a frozen transfer, I’m hoping at least one of these will stick. If not, infertility has beaten me. As much as I hate to admit it, we will be done.

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