So I wake up this morning to spotting….the realization this cycle has failed. Remaining positive, being good with eating and not doing anything to jeopardize this cycle…I still come up short. I am devastated. I feel that my body has failed me. Not much I can do but grieve another cycle lost. I often wonder if iui was a complete waste of 1200. We can not afford 14,000 for ivf so I have a feeling our journey is over unless a miracle will happen naturally. I need to come to grips with this fact….I need to take a break from ttc.